Monday, February 14, 2011

Happy Valentine~~

Chinese Knots - Roses

Another Valentine's Day...
By myself.
Many things has happened in the last year.
Good, bad, happy, sad, being together, being alone...
I experienced all kind of emotions... within a year.

I have been enjoying myself for the better half of my life,
Someone up there probably thinks it's time for me to "experience real life" now.
I really think so.
I was brought up in a sheltered environment (Well, fortunate enough...)
And now find myself exposed to the elements, naked.
No cover, and no where to hide.

I have to plan my life, rebuild it.
Whether I like it or not, it is something I have to do.
Only it will be easier, if there is someone by my side.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Lonely

I really need to get used to being lonely.
Can’t rely on anybody…
Soon I will be forgotten.
Unloved, no more use in this world.
Gotta take care of myself.
Gotta look out for myself.

I am afraid of making the wrong decisions…
But what are the right decisions?
How will I know?
Who can tell me?


I am so tired…
Maybe I should just… die.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

後來

後來 我總算學會了 如何去愛
可惜你 早已遠去 消失在人海
後來 終於在眼淚中明白
有些人 一旦錯過就不再


永遠不會再重來
有一個男孩 愛著那個女孩

So tired...

I have been working 16/7 for almost 2 months.
That is 16 hours for 7 days a week...
If I am not an executive, I would have earn a fortune right now.

Not that I am complaining, but the hours have put a toll on my body.
I hit the sack once I got home, leaving little time for anything else.

I wish these days would end soon...
Looking forward to spending some time on my hobbies.
Need to make Christmas presents for all the kind people I know!!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Testing Post

I am trying to post this using my Nokia phone.
Not used to the keyboard, this post took longer than expected.
At least the data SIM card that comes with my USB stick works...

Saturday, October 30, 2010

I have lost...

My battle against the virus...
My throat hurts, and I can't swallow properly.
I am coughing till my chest hurts.
Haiz~!
Sick and alone.
Heck! I didn't even get rest from work.
(This weekend burn liao~)

Gotta love myself a bit more...
Really have to...

Sit back and just watch me!

Monday, October 04, 2010

In a cooking mood...

Sunday morning.
Wake up feeling... Well~

Decided to make pudding.
It was easy.
One packet of powder from Phoon Huat can make 4 cups.
I raid my kitchen. Found a can of aloe vera I bought a couple of weeks before.
So here goes~

Strawberry and Mango pudding, with aloe vera bits~~
Neighbour got half share.



Afternoon.
Feeling bored.
Remembering I bought glutinous rice flour a while back.
Make Muah Chee~~

Yum yum~
Cannot finish, give half to neighbour... :)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Non-cook

I dun cook.
I am the non-cooking type...
But I went to NTUC today and bought ingredients to make Muah Chee.
Humpf! I must be crazy~~

Then I realised that I am missing quite a number of utensils.
I dun even have a proper mixing bowl large enough to hold my pudding mixture...
(Haiz~ Long story.)
MIA list includes strainer, whisk, weighing machine, measuring cup... (too long to mention here.)

Looks like I have to do some housekeeping and more shopping~!

Empty Home?

You will always feel empty unless you find a home.

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

Happy and Cheerful~~

Gotta be happy~~
Gotta be cheerful~~

I just got my eyebrows plucked professionally on Monday.
Ouch~! But after a few plucks, guess the area above the eyes are sore to a point that they are numbed.
When the beautician is done, I checked my reflection in the mirror...

Omigosh! So red!
Then again, I told myself, luckily it is not black, else I would look like a panda.
Kinda lovable, and endangered.

New encounters everyday...
New challenges...
New experiences...
New life...

Watch me grow~!

Saturday, September 04, 2010

Who will remember me?

从此以后,每逢过年过节,会有人记得我吗?

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Lost

In the short span of 2 months, I lost 2 persons I loved most.

I have learned that this world isn’t as rosy as I thought it was.
Every man for himself.
Nobody would like to listen to your sob story…
They only like to be around the cheerful, happy you.

I will be strong. I need to protect myself.
I have to. I need to.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

为什么...

为什么走在人群中,我还是觉得一个人?

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Missing you...

Whenever I feel happy,
I want to share it with you.
Whenever I feel sad,
I want to hear your voice.
Whenever I feel lousy,
I just want to hug you.

Will I ever see you again~?

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

You

You came into my world,
And turned it upside down.

Now you pushed me to the deepest valley,
And let me climb out of it myself.

I am hurting all over...
There must be a better way to end this.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

What's the difference..? Part 2

Together, togetherness...
What's the difference?

Together is, well, just together.
Togetherness is the feeling and thoughtfulness for the another person. It also helps if the other person feels the same way.

How to get from "together" to "togetherness"? It is really tough, but I am not giving up. Not so easy anyway.

I hope...

Friday, June 11, 2010

What’s the difference..?

When you are alone, you get to do most of the things on your own.
When you are a couple, you are still doing most of the things on your own.

So… what’s the difference?

The difference is that when you are alone, you do not have to explain your actions to anyone. When you are a couple, you have to explain why you behave in that certain manner.

I’d rather be alone… Not!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

怎么办?

你可不可以不要对我这么好?
没有你, 我怎么办?

爸, 我该怎么做?

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

My Father

1928 - 2010

He is a cheerful and generous man. He brings joy to whoever he meets. Everybody seems to remember him in some way or another.

Now there are only memories of him, and probably a little byte on cyberspace. Even memories die with the person who holds them. Nothing forever, nothing eternal. Just memories.

I miss you, Daddy!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Wireless@SG

It has been my dream.
To sip hot coffee at a cafe,
Read a book,
Or blog on my netbook.

Well, I am sitting on a bench at Velocity,
Logged on to Wireless@SG,
And blogging on my netbook.

Let's just say half of my dream has come true.
Not really what I had expected,
Under the current circumstances.

I am going through a rough patch right now.
The sun will still be rising from the East tomorrow.

Note: This entry is written while logged on to Wireless@SG at Velocity.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Grow up

I realised I need to grow up.
Fast.
Been acting like a kid.

Got so many things now to think about.
No time for games.
Welcome to the adult world.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Not alone

Haven't been updating this blog as frequently as I would have liked.
Many things have happened since the last blog entry.
Some wonderful, some not so wonderful...
Some happy moments, some not so happy moments...

Whatever will be, will be.
I will do my best to overcome the challenges ahead.
Big or small, I will take them all.

I won't be alone this time.
That's the wondeful part.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Buttons

The following conversation happens in G's car.

F: I keep losing buttons in my colleague’s car.
G: Why?
F: Whenever I take the front passenger seat, the bucket seat always rub against my butt and took the left pocket button off.
G: Oh, I see.

F: (Checking all her buttons) I better not lose anymore buttons.
G: What’s wrong with losing buttons in my car?
F: …

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Busy

Been busy lately...
What about? I dunno.
Work, I guess.
Unless I am trying to use work as an excuse.
But I am really busy.
Work 7 days a week.
Luckily not 24 hours...

Looking forward to mid-August.
It's the time to relax a bit from work.
Get myself a little bit of social life.

To my friends (reading this blog),
I am not anti-social, just busy.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy New Year, 2009!

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Fiona’s Makan Recommendation – Hot Chinese Desserts


Check out this stall at Chinatown Complex.
My personal favourite is the almond paste.
Smooth paste, not too sweet…
The red bean paste has a tinge of orange peel in it,
Just like how Grandmother prepares it.
Dad loves the sesame paste.
Smooth, not too sweet, and most importantly, none of the burnt smell
(Like some other stalls I have tasted.)

Address: #02-206, Smith Street, Chinatown Complex, Singapore 050335
Business Hours: 7.30am to 5.30pm, Closed every Tuesday.

Friday, December 05, 2008

Japanese Course


Did I mention I was taking Japanese classes?
A-so, that’s right!
So I keep a lookout for all things Japanese...

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Dinner @ Shokudo

J and I went to Shokudo @ Raffles City.
It was supposed to be a class reunion,
But we are all a “shy” bunch.
Heck, they won’t turn up even if invitations are given in gold.
@ Raffles City

Anyway, Shokudo serves Japanese food, “Marche” style.
We tried the omelette, hot plate and pizza.
Not too bad, but I wouldn’t give it high marks either.
Go there if only you have $$$ to spare.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Crocs Expo Sale

It’s official...
I am a big Crocs fan.
Not sure if it is a good thing, but anyway...
The shoes are d*mn comfortable.
Check out the goods I pick out at the sale...
At bargain prices too...
Too bad they don’t come in my choice of colours.


Hydro (for Dad) $15
Prima $15
Mary Janes $20
Celeste Lace $25
Jibbitz (10 pieces, gems) $10

All that for under $100!
I realize that Celeste Lace is not currently available in Singapore,
But who cares? Saya suka! (Malay: I like!)

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Malindi


That’s the name of the new crocs I have recently acquired.
Got it at 20% off at Metro.

Pink is such a pretty colour, isn’t it?
(I am starting to get all girly now...)

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Personal time

I have not blogged in a pretty long time.
There is nothing worth blogging about,
Or things that are worth blogging, but people are not interested in reading about.
Then there are things that you simply can’t blog about.
Oooh... Nevermind.

Anyway, I am kept pretty busy with my work commitments.
Money is very hard to earn, you know.
Besides, I have a very sharp boss, so I have gotta be on my toes all the time.
It also feels good to learn something new almost every other day.

Enough about work. Nothing else is happening in my life that is worth mentioning in this blog.
Sad, eh?
Well, not really.
As they say, no news is good news.
For real news, please refer to CNN, Reuters, etc.

End of the year is coming.
I do hope I can spend time in my hobbies.
I have neglected them for too long a time already.
This girl is going to have some fun!!

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Love my crocs!!


Sunday, July 27, 2008

Fly the flag!



National Day is around the corner.
Fly the flag, man!
Happy National Day, Singapore!!

Friday, July 25, 2008

Dinner at Sakura

Date Stamp: 25 July 2008
Venue: Sakura, near Yio Chu Kang Stadium
Agenda: Eat, eat and laugh!
Notes: Fresh salmon slices, grilled prawns, sharks fin soup, ice cream, sushi, Catherine, durian puffs, Catherine, durian puffs...

:-D

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Fiona's Makan Recommendation - Hainanese Pork Chop



Yummy Hainanese Pork Chops with a generous portion of fried potatoes and peas...
The onions don't count. Wahaha~~! $8.00 a plate.
Chin Chin Eating House,
19 Purvis Street.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Idiot!

How stupid can I be?
I just can't get simple things right!!!

I am so angry at myself right now.
And I feel like having ice-cream... NOW!!

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Burnt out

I am taking a break from preparing for a presentation on Monday,
Plus a major report submission on Tuesday...
And happen to read the following article from a magazine:

Are you burnt out?
You:
Always feel guilty or like a failure (Check)
Get angry easily (Check)
Feel discouraged, disillusioned, or cynical (Check)
Feel powerless (Check)
Can’t concentrate (Check)
Hate going to work (Sometimes...)
Postpone or avoid meetings (Check)
Zone out during meetings (Check)
Feel tired all the time (Check)
Find it difficult to sleep (Not really... Too tired)
Get frequent headaches and tummy aches (Check)
Become accident prone (I hurt my foot, does it count?)

Geez... Based on all the above, according to the article,
I am supposed to slow down, or I will burn out soon.
Ok, I am slowing down.
See, I am even taking a break from you-know-what.

Last week was a really bad week for me.
The test plan I wrote was totally rejected.
Imagine being a test engineer for 10 years,
And having your test plan rejected!
“This is a very good and detailed test plan, but you are not running a project now. No, this test plan will not work. You must write a marketing test plan, address all the customer’s concerns! Re-write it again!”
I mean, how stupid can I get?
I keep forgetting that I am in a totally different ballgame right now.
Anyhow, I churn out a brand new test plan in four hours,
Barely making the deadline. *Pant! Pant!

Well, gotta “cheong” for another week.
Hopefully, I can get some rest at the end of the week and probably get my hair done, my nails manicured and my “depression” cured!
(Read: retail therapy.) :)

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

To know what you know

... And also know what you know not,
That is true knowledge.

I think I am going to fall sick.
I have a stuffy nose, and my throat is itchy most of the time.
I can’t even speak properly without clearing my throat.

Die! I hate it when I am sick.
I seldom fall sick, but when I am really sick,
It will be very jia-lat...

I will not be offering any explanation on why I am sick.
I am responsible for my own body.
Just hope that I will get better...

Think I better turn in now.
Zzz......

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Happy Father's Day...

...to all the fathers in the universe.


Photo taken @ Crystal Jade, Suntec City, 14 June 2008.