Life’s fair, (or unfair??)

It doesn’t matter if you don’t know what you are reading about;
All that matters is that you read it and cared.

Lions hunt buffalos,
Cats hunt mice,
Human beings hunt... weaker human beings.

Life’s fair, especially for those on top of the food chain.

I feel really crappy.
It doesn’t take a lot to make me see that I am really nothing in this world.
Not even worth a speck of dust.
Yep, that’s how I really feel.
All those talk about wanting to be somebody, do something,
Comes to naught when you are put down in your proper place by someone whom you respect.
Maybe I am not cut out to own a pair of wings...
I just can’t do anything right.
I can’t focus on anything, other than the pressure that I am facing.
Deep down I know that is wrong, but...

There must be a simpler way to do things.
I just can’t get the grasp of it, and it is driving me crazy.
I am really jealous of people who can work happily and handle pressure well.
How long will I take to be like them??
I am getting impatient with myself, a little frustrated even.

I so need you right now, where are you??