Lonely

I really need to get used to being lonely.
Can’t rely on anybody…
Soon I will be forgotten.
Unloved, no more use in this world.
Gotta take care of myself.
Gotta look out for myself.

I am afraid of making the wrong decisions…
But what are the right decisions?
How will I know?
Who can tell me?


I am so tired…
Maybe I should just… die.